i went to the mall today, the last weekend before Christmas.

i resisted the urge to murder anyone

thus, i rock.

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars-- points of light and reason. ...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

Does a love like this exist?

mandibular third molar extraction and jaw reconstruction surgery baseline

[this blog will be updated via baseline procedure]


Movies Watched:
Love Guru, (fell asleep twice, was OK but obviouslly not great)
Definetly Maybe, (OK movie, but rather dissipointing)
About to watch "The Onion" a movie based on the newspaper available in the Madison area, I did not know this film existed, but will update you after I watch it.
Enchanted kinda corny... rented it because Patrick Dempsey was in it... computer battery died before I saw the ending, but that was OK with me
The Onion Movie, HILARIOUS! Meds kicked in and I passed out before finishing it, but I'd rent it again.
Don't Mess with a Zohan, rented it but never watched it...

Side notes:
*There is never enough blue moon ice cream
*liquids are not as filling as the snacky solids I keep seeing on TV
*It's been 6 days and I am still in so much pain... last night I took vicodin and muscle relaxers and laid in a ball in my bed until I passed out, I can't wait for this to be over.

inital post: 2:37pm
updated: 8:27pm
updated: 12:33pm 11/16

October 23rd was Sammy's birthday. He would have been 15 years young. I truly lost my best friend.

no one likes bananas

It's pretty obvious, no one enjoys the bananas in the runts pack. Yet they seem to constitue at least 75% of the bag. Dosn't seem like a good marketing sceme to me. Tonight I realized even more of these yellow blobs in my bag, only this time it wasn't just bananas, it was pineapples also.

taking my own sweet time

i have no idea what to do, or where to go next. everything is unraveling.